I haven’t slept and have barely eaten, and I’m finding citalopram (mixed with caffeine, let’s be fair) somewhat activating, which has made me faintly giddy. Which is a good state in which to receive the news that I got onto the course at Birkbeck! Yay! It’s just a part time access course but it’s something at least and rights the deep wrong of my lack of A-levels. I hope I can manage, and also fund it!
Today has been the best day I’ve had in a while. I spent the whole day out of the house and had a good day without bawling. I watched a manic rendition of mediocre Shakespeare’s Merry Wives of Windsor at the Globe. I took photos for the first time in ages. I got home to two good emails that I have good responses to, and my letter. I always just feel better when I’m doing *something*, so I hope I can manage!
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