And I’ve just realised I’ve passed a million hits

Please send cake. Not that one.

“I Had An Appointment Today” and musing upon why we hate the BPD label

Edit:  Ooh, Mind already linked a post on this topic.  Anyway… Hello! I made my last post about youth work private as I got some hassle via the lovely medium of email and I cannot be arsed to deal with it. On that note, I seem to be adept at starting hassle unintentionally because of [...]

I suit this.

This is the only photo of myself that I’ve liked for a long time. I think it’s settled then; I’m growing a moustache. And a giant chin. Thanks for the comments on the previous entry- there’s a lot less of a disparity than I thought there would be, but then again, it isn’t exactly a [...]

And a question: medications

Oh, and this was bothering me earlier:  are Americans on a lot more medication that the rest of the world?  The answer is most likely yes (privatised healthcare et al) but I thought I’d ask for personal experiences to see for myself.  When I’ve peeked at mentalist forums, which often have signatures that share diagnosis [...]

Nee gnaw

Do you ever read your old journals, diaries, blogs and forum posts and want to chew your own fist off in embarrassment? As a general rule, I never read anything on this blog from 2007- mid 2008. Oh god. What an uppity little madam. Young and mad (and newly diagnosed as such, which is even [...]

I Like Robert

I jokingly called Robert a narcissist earlier. His response was, “I’m as narcissistic as any handsome, intelligent, excellent dancer with a body built for sex”. I like Robert. It’s all true, of course. Today has been conducted through a haze of painkillers, which is getting me down somewhat. The only thing I really did was [...]

Ding dong

EDIT: Worst written post ever! I do indeed have shingles, so a shiny pustule to everybody who said so! I went to the walk-in clinic on Saturday in Soho. People kept wandering in and out, asking to use the toilet, returning with the suspiciously glazed eyes of someone who was smacking up. The two hour [...]

Hi, I’m going to be completely disgusting.

Yep, this is how much I don’t want to see my doctor! And given its position, I’d definitely have to pull my sleeves up. So, nurse-friends and doctor-friends, given that I know bugger all about anything medical, I have this on my shoulder and don’t know what it is (apart from disgusting). Under my armpit [...]

Every Time I Try To Write About the Budget, My Teeth Fall Out

It’s been a good week, for a few reasons. The first is that hypomanic eBaying sometimes pays off, and bloody cheaply at that.  I have wanted a rocking chair my whole life.  ’Tis a modest want (it being a rocking chair, it warrants a ’tis.  Bring my vermooth), but they’re so damnably expensive that I [...]